non-forte.

the question has been posed. why am i so horrible at expressing at my emotions? why do i shy away from such moments in life?

in answer. i would welcome a glimpse at the moments i have chosen to express said feelings.

maybe i have always been way off base. maybe i am constantly thrown for a loop.

but expressing my feelings has never really been a positive experience. and no. i do not simply mean in terms of relationships. i mean in life. feelings are not really my forte. 

either they do not come out right. or they result in myself being hurt. and this little woman can only be strong on her own for so much longer. (and no, i am not overextended). i am simply in need of care. i am simply in need of being needed. 

(is that so bad?).

for now. i am off to pack for the drive home. goody gumdrops.