a bit of sun.

tis an interesting moment in life. to be sitting in panera in the middle of a monday afternoon. with no direction. no meetings calling out. no programs that need help.

and my counseling book keeps subtly calling out to me through ironic phrasings. bringing me back to reality.

"using humor" i believe that this is the sole action allowing me to continue on. the knowledge that moments before life completely changed, i handed him a happy bosses day card, complete with a ten dollar giftcard to starbucks. oh the niceness that envelops me. almost too good to be true. and definitely something too unrealistic to be written into a script. (nobody would ever believe it).

ah. and then the counseling book... always on top of itself, brings out the: "people with specific problems, such as coping with the loss of a job or dealing with retirement, are taught how to apply REBT principles to treat themselves." thanks. just thanks. i'll look into that.

tomorrow. or the next day.

i'm moving on. the sun is shining in the valley today. and though nothing spectacular may be taking place, every flower needs a bit of sun before it can fully blossom (and just the right amount of water).